so we went 2 the hospital 2day
we got 2 see alec!!!!!!!!
i almost cried but i held it back
hes still a lil outta it

heres what was said.......

I walked in
he was sitting there holding his teddy bear
alec told his dad 2 leave
he gave me a big alec smile
Me: hey baby
Alec: hey.........
Me: i love u alec
he nods his head yes
Me: we all miss u and everyone is praying 4 u
still noding his head
Me: i cried alot as soon as i found out u were in an acident
still noding
Me: i've been here everyday i could just waiting 2 see my alec!!!
Alec: i dont remember what happend
i wanted 2 cry
Me: eli said he loves you and misses you
Alec: nods yes
he said with a sigh....i dont no how 2 read ne more
Me: it'll come back i promise
he pointed at the poster
Alec: i see it but i cant hear it
Me: i smiled and said im sorry!!!
Alec: the nurse......what was her name......well i'll see you later....ummm she goes 2 our school.......well see ya......i dont remember her name.....she was at our school.....
I'm almost in tears caus he doesent no what hes even saying
Me: its ok if you cant rememberit'll come 2 ya
Alec: i got the lil paper sk8 board that i made stephanie... i can still do tricks on it....
Me: thats really cool *smiles*
Alec: why is this thing on my neck??? it wont come off!!!!
Me:*laughing* its just helping you hold up ur head
Alec: they let mesit all by myself 2day
Me: thats really good!! im happy 4 you
His dad stoodby the door waiting
Me: well i have 2 go
Alec: i no
Me: i'll try 2 come and see you 2marrow if i can
Alec: ok
Alec: I love you sarah
Me:*sad lil smile* i love u 2 alec
Alec: i love you
ME: *bout 2 cry* i love u 2.........
Alec: thanks 4 coming and seeing me
Me: ne time
Alec: bye
Me: bye........................



I love this kid so much this was our 5 minutes of 2getheness
thats all we had
please keep him in your prays and dont 4get about.....

Alec Nicholas

   so like one of my best  friends alec got in a car reck and his brother jake is daed...................

i love alec so much i cant stop crying....................

so today we went 2 the hospital
it was so wierd noing that he was there and we were there 2 see him
we brought ballons and cards we made
everyone was crying alot
they wouldent let us in 2 see him so all we did was wait.....
they said he was doing better and he was talking and well being alec he kept trying 2 play the drums on his bed and he kept trying 2 take the IV out
thats alec all right
he gets names all mixed up and he still doesent no bout jake
he thinks hes at home
all he wanted 2 do was see monica but they wouldent let him
he kept asking how he got there and what was going on
i dont think he nos that a car hit him hes still not getting that
he has a neck brace on and his skull is cracked which is why he doesent get everything right now
it seemed like 4ever and there was so many of us we took up the whole waiting room
his mom was so sad i cried when i saw her
its like all her life was falling apart but she still had a smile when we all showed up
we talked bout the good old stories of silly times we had w/alec
and she talked bout jake alot
then i cried more
its crazy how life is dandy one minute and it crashes and burns the next
then we went to jakes memorial and that was alot 2 take in
there were alot of kids there that had alot of emotion 2 let out and such
this week is gonna kill me slowly inside untill i can see him



we love u alec..................

PRAY FOR ALEC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah i love brad

&& u dont understand how i feel for this kid

he makes me well ME

&& i'll always love him forever and always

u dont understand..............

LOVED THAT TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!